Still Buddy Dreaming

Nerd. Geek. Stud. Fighter. Lover. Brain. Sportsman. Raunchy dude. Survivor. Those are just a few of the words that come to mind when I think of myself.

I grew up a lonely boy who felt like a fag and just wanted one buddy for a life of love and adventure. Now I'm a lonely man who feels like a great guy and I still wanna find another great guy so we can be buddies for life.

We'll play like boys and love like men. Let's shoot hoops, toss the football around, go Trikking, and work up a manly sweat being buds in the great outdoors.

Then we'll turn all our private, nasty, kinky, raunchy fantasies into reality. Dig each other's ripe pits. Rim each other's funky asses for hours on end. Love, love, love all our troubles away.

We're not gay, straight or even bi. Fuck all that. We're buddies, like the great buddy duos of movies and TV. Let's make our own kind of relationship. Let's define who we are for ourselves. Let's be buddies

Wanted: Someone with the Guts to Love Me

I've been living with HIV/AIDS for nearly 26 years and counting.

I've learned that life doesn't end with a diagnosis.

Breathing continues, feelings continue, dreams continue. Life goes on and so does human sexuality.

As long as I'm alive and have enough desire, guts and determination to keep going, I'm gonna be me, a man on a mission to live life to the fullest.

That means great sex, too! Any buddy wanna share the adventure?

A Perfect Buddy with a Perfect Body?

What kind of body do I dream of my buddy having?

Find out in Imperfect Bodies, Perfect Match.

Dream Dad

In another life, I'm the perfect dad.

I've got a few kids and they're being raised right, I tell ya. I'm strict, fair, consistent, hands-on and strict (enough to say it twice!).

Chores? You bet. Punishment? The kind that hurts: taking away what they value most.

Spanking? No way. My kids are gonna be civilized, studious, perfect!

When I was younger, I desperately wanted kids. Not that I did much about it. How does one dream of making kids while one is a socially and sexually retarded, misunderstood kid himself? With AIDS?

Now, nearing age 50, I'm not so retarded anymore, but it's pretty much too late for kids.

I think I would have a made a great father. I also think I would have learned to love the little boy inside me a little more, were I to raise a love a copy of me. Shame I'll never know.

When Cocksuckers Aren't Gay

Not every man who has sex with other men is gay.

Not every cocksucker is a faggot.

Not every married guy who fucks pussy is heterosexual.

Not every man who throws his legs up and gets fucked by another man is a homo.

Not every man who has sex with other men is gay.

Some men get their nut when they want it, where they want it, with whomever they want, and the only thing it makes them, is men.

Born to Be Funky

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In a World Without Pussy

If women vanished (and survival of the species were not an issue), men and their brains would adapt, and soon enough, they'd be having sex with one another.

Sex is a dance between the dick and the brain, which evolves to learn the "most productive and least disruptive" ways to get a nut.

Usually, that means the following:

Most productive: a piece of pussy. They're abundant, they're easier to find compared to the alternatives, and they're far more socially acceptable.

Least productive: another man's flesh. Abundant yes. Available and socially acceptable, no.

Most disruptive: the price one must pay to become a fag.

Least disruptive: liking pussy doesn't render one ostracized, misunderstood, excommunicated, banned from society.

It's only natural most brains figure all this out and get with the programmed. It's also only natural some brains get it twisted, rebel, mutate, differentiate, retard, never get with the programmed.

But if the dick had no choice but turning to men, eventually, the brain would follow. Sex is an acquired taste, and if only men were available, men would acquire the taste for other men.

That's why men in isolation with other men, in prisons and such, suddenly become cocksuckers and butt fuckers. The brain adapts to what's available, same as when people stranded from civilization learn to live in ways and eat things they never imagined.

Sure, some won't make it. They're brains won't let them adapt and they die. But the majority, they'll find a way to suck it up and keep going, pun intended.

In a world without pussy, men and their brains would adapt, and soon enough, most men would be practicing homosexuality and practicing it a lot.

Play Balls!

A reminder to all the fans watching Major League Baseball this summer: a man can tell a thousand lies, especially when it comes to how many dicks he's sucked in his lifetime. Enjoy the game!