White and Black

I'm better off, now that I understand How I Fell in Love with White Men.

The Blown Job

I had just sat down in front of the tube, plate of juicy burgers in one hand, remote in the other ... when there was a knock on the door.

The solicitor was too gorgeous to simply dismiss. I think it was the eyes, hopeful and radiant. He was a young white man in his early twenties with a body by sports. He lit up when he saw me. I lit up when I saw him light up at the sight of me. ... Click here to read more of the Blown Job.

Vision Guy

I have visions. What kind? Click here to find out.

Me and Only Me

Why would I rather be me than anyone else? Find out in Rather Be Me.

If Only in My Mind

Yep, I like to think of myself as America's Next Top HIV-Positive Model. True dat!

So What If I Got a Big Black Cock

Why I got to be big Black Mandingo?

Any Buddy Out There?

Wanted: One man that gives me that special feeling.

Fall in Love with a Funky Black Poz Jock?

I used to believe: white was better than black, straight was better than gay, negative was better than positive, and everybody else in the world was better than me because I was a black gay man living with HIV/AIDS.

Then, a funny thing happened on the way to my sad, lonely, worth-less life. I woke up from a very bad dream, a dream that said I had to accept anyone else's point of view about black gay men living with HIV/AIDS.

I begat a new dream, a dream where I learned to love myself for all that I am, for where I've been, what I've overcome, what I've made of myself and my life.

In this new dream, I fell in love. With myself. That's right, I fell in love with a funky, black, poz jock. I also realized: if it happened to me, if could happen to the man of my dreams, too. After all, anything is possible.

Anyone in this world can fall in love with a funky, black, poz jock.

Stalled Sexuality

When US Senator Larry Craig was arrested for trying to have sex in a Minneapolis airport bathroom, the world assumed the distinguished gentleman was lying when he declared, "I'm not gay!"

I believe him.

The world is full of men who neither call themselves gay, nor view themselves as gay but still have sex with men.

A Queer? Who Me?

I couldn't possibly be gay. Could I?