Why This Blog?

Why this funky little blog? Because another generation of young men are ashamed of their HIV-positive status and they need to know: you can still be healthy, happy, sexy, proud and poz.

Because nowhere else in the media is someone like me portrayed as happy, healthy, sexy, proud and poz.

Because when I'm much, much, much older, fate willing, I can look back at my funky little blog and see how I was once a happy, horny, male sexual dawg.

American Beauty

Who's the most beautiful man I've ever loved? Behold him here.

All-American Bull

Why does all-American mean white? Are the rest of us half-American? I say fuck the sparkplug people.

Owning It

I used to get so upset when someone called me faggot or nigger. That was before I trained my brain not to care about what others call me.

Faggot and nigger are powerless and without inherent meaning. They're just words, utterances by apes who've learned how to talk.

I'm a cocksucker, a fag, a faggot and a nigger, and none of those words has any power over me or my life. I'm proud of who I am: an educated man with a great mind and the ability to create magnificent dreams.

Who cares what people call me? Not this cock-sucking nigger faggot.

Needy Nig

I need a man who .... click here to find out what kind of man I need.

You lick me, you really, really lick me ...

I love my HIV-positive tongue! My tongue gives me so much pleasure and joy, allowing me to taste and savor so many wonderful flavors.

My tongue is one of my favorite appendages.

Someday, I hope to have a buddy who says my tongue is one of his favorite appendages, so much so that he says it's the world's greatest tongue.